Story of a girl.

"Its never something huge that changes everything, but
instead the tiniest of details, irrevocably tweaking balance of the universe
while your busy focusing on the big picture."

"When was the last time you were ever really happy ?" She waited, thought about it, and that was an answer all in itself. Dont let him treat you any less than you're worth. She's heard those words so many times before. She's even repeated them to other people. But theres somethin about this girl. She cant seem to take her own advice. Shes contemplated so many times, over and over again. "It's not supposed to feel like this. Its so unhealthy." She's realized that she has finally become the girl that she said she would never be. The typa girl that gets stepped on, and does nothing about it. Shes too ashamed to admit that something isn't right. Maybe its shame, maybe its fear. How lame. Get a grip of yourself girl, this aint you. You cant even look yourself in the mirror with dignity anymore. You've lost your self esteem. What happened ? I'll tell you what happened. He happened. And ever since he happened, you were too scared of losing another one. & you're doing all you can just to "make things right." But theres not point in trying, if the effort isn't appreciated. Do not cry over him. Do not cry over him. How many times are you gonna let him treat you like this, before you get up and realize its not your fault. He's missing out, and he'll realize that. But until then, dont blame yourself. Dont be scared. Speak your mind. Bring back the girl you were, before you lost your self respect, your intregity, and your strength. Don't let him bring you down like this. He'll realize, sooner or later.