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In all retrospect, I've created my own opinion about relationships. From my own experiences, I've molded my own view of how i think things should be. You see, a relationship can unwind to become a mess. If not treated right, and given the correct amount of attention it can become hazardous. But if, and when perfected, its different. It's this huge miracle. Its beautiful, in the sense that you see light in another person's eyes. You see your whole imperfect, clumsy, unintelligent being, in another person's eyes, and for a quick second you are the "perfect" that someone has been looking/waiting for. Relationships are never easy. Bet you heard that one before huh ? But it's just people repeating the truth. Because the thing about us is, we know the truth. We know it, inside and out, we eat, breathe, and sleep it, but we will never admit to it. If it is not what we want, we will never give in. We will push what we WANT, instead of whats real. The magic formula to the having the relationship you always wanted ? TRUST, honesty, and communcation. It will never fail. Just like math. Theres no explanation, or ways around it. It is what it is. Without those three main components, what is your relationship really based on ? Is it a real success ? There are so many factors when it comes to being in a relationship. If you feel like leaving, LEAVE. Unless, theres more to it than just walking out. As long as you see hope. As long as you know that things can be worked out, give it a chance. But do not, i repeat, DO NOT be subjected to something that is below you. If you know you deserve better, fight for it. And if still, things dont change. Then somethings wrong. On somebody's part. Either, you're asking for too much, or they aren't giving enough. What i learned ? Im gonna quit asking. Quit expecting more, and just accept what he has to give. Even if it does make me feel inadequate. Just because i know what his intentions are, and because i've honestly never had anyone that cared about me this much. Relationships are a struggle. But if you feel that the struggle is worth your while, stick around. Im in the middle of my own relationship, and my heart wants to jump out of my chest. I dont know if all the hope is gone, or if its just waiting to be found. Time is my only companion.