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Have you ever thought about the details. About how it ever got to this point ? Thought about the good times, and wondered, what ever happened ? Some self analyzation was needed, and i came up with a couple different conclusions. Okay strike the self analyzation part. It was just an analyzation in general.

To all the girls out there. Have you ever thought about what kind of girlfriend you wanted to be ? &what kind of boyfriend you NEEDED. Not wanted, but needed. Usually, im the type of girlfriend that tried not to get jealous. Because there are always two sides. And if i wanted freedom, i'd have to give him the same. But there are boundaries, and there are most definately times when i was being taken advantage of when it came to aspects of the sort. I am usually the type of girlfriend that had the "it doesnt matter who he's with, just as long as he comes home to me," mentality. BUT, with that mentality, honesty had to come from his part, and trust on mine. I am not the type of girlfriend to control a nigga. Because I've learned that restraints and restrictions only kills a relationship. It does nothing but suffocate the connection and chemistry that once existed with two people. Girls, boys dont want to feel like their girlfriends are their mothers. Draw the line between caring about what they do, and being in their business. If he feels he has the need to hide something from you, he will. But a real ass nigga will be open. About everything. Because a relationship is about opening up and sharing yourself with another person. Having them understand you, what you've been through and what you stand for. Be the girlfriend he feels he can trust. He shouldnt be afraid of telling you something. Unless he really fucked up. And even then, you should appreciate the honesty. See, with me. All i ever wanted from any boyfriend was honesty. And thats real talk. &im almost positive, thats what any girl wants from any boy. You gotta have the right mentality when you're in a relationship. You fuck up, but mistakes are inevitable. Know what boys are good for you, and which ones that just arent. For every boy thats ever treated you wrong, there will always be one willing to treat you ten times better. Jealousy happens, but dont let it get the best of you. That right there, is a killer.

"And when you left i didnt see it comin, i guess i slept, it aint like
you was runnin'. You crept out the front door slow, and i was so self-absorbed,
i didnt even know."