all she wanted

If there's one thing in the world i hate the most, it would be a liar. God, i hate being lied to. And whats worse is, being lied to, but you were kind of expecting it. But you wanted to accept it so much, you were soaking in all the lies. If you didnt want to hurt me, you should've told me the truth a long time ago. Right when you knew you couldn't follow thru. Instead of waiting til now to tell me. Kept telling me.. Just wait, just wait. January, February, March. BUT NO. Kept eggin me on. I dont mean to sound selfish. But it hurts. It hurts even more being told the truth now. So close to my big day. If you woulda told me a long time ago, i would've accepted it by now. Im doing everything you asked me to. Getting good grades, not getting into trouble. I mean, i slip up every now and then, but who doesnt ? Haven't you ever thought about how hard it is not to have you here with me ? While everyone else has their parents. I DONT. I dont have someone to come watch my game like a parent does. Who's gonna walk me out on senior night ? I dont have my parents here. I guess i was mad at you for more than just one thing. I appreciate the money, the phone calls, and everything that you're doing for me. BUT YOU LEFT. Its not the same. Im not just like every other kid. In a way, people would like to believe im way more fortunate than other kids, but really, im not. Yeah, the money's good, the freedom is too, but i'd really give that all up just to have my parents here again.