back to reality

Reality is ? Im gowing up. &thank god my parents are finally accpeting that. Sometimes i dislike their guts, and i dispise how much they treat me like a six-year-old. But Their little baby is growing up, and going off to college. I have some things i need to take care of tomorrow, but after that, im off on my own. Hopefully within the next three weeks. Its a scary thought, but at the same time, its kind of refreshing. I hope that everything goes down as planned. From here on out, im working my butt off. I mean, i always have before.. but now im kicking shit into overdrive. All the bills im gonna have to pay off, im gonna try and pay for myself. &no matter what, im gonna try and make things easier for my parents. I dont want to cause them anymore trouble. I wanna be the daughter they can say their proud of. I've already asked for so much, the least i can do is give them less to worry about. I wanna reassure them that they made the right choice and that they raised their daughter right. Right morals, right mindset, and right understanding of the world. I want them to know that i have a good head on my shoulders, that i may do childish and stupid things sometimes, but i know when to grow up and handle my responsibilites. Oh gawd, im growing up. What a scary thought.