you really got me goin

No matter how badly you want to make mends with someone, you just cant change the way someone feels/acts. &with that said, im done with making the effort. At this point, i could care less if you want to be friends or not. I TRIED. Its just sad, because you meant something to me. &we could never find common ground.

Anyways, these past couple of days have been filled with nothing but partying. Partying with family, friends, HC. Nonetheless, we know how to get it crackin. Too bad BeauBaby and CarlHoney are gonna be MIA for a good three weeks. Told ya i would call you Carl ! I crossed my heart.

It hasnt hit me that summer's here yet. Probably because im busy trying to entertain my parents.. Summer mode has quite sunk in it. Next weekend: Josh/Rami's Party. Im thinking about going to Josh's for a little bit then spending the rest of the night at Rami's. Yeah ? Just to make it fair.

I think i might take a quick nap before Deillen picks me up for sushi. Adios !

Its okay to lose your pride over someone you love, but dont lose
someone you love over your pride.