love, actually.

"&wasn't it you who said you didnt want to end up like them. The everyday, average, ordinary. We were meant to be something more than ordinary. Something extravagant. I can't seem to get you out of my system, and i kind of wanna keep it that way."

"One day, i will break. I will finally tell you everything that i've ever want to tell you. I will get it off of my chest, let it all go, and i will feel like the world has been lifted off my shoulders. One day, i will let you know how much you hurt me, made me, broke me, and lifted me. I will let you know that i still feel butterflies whenever i see you, and how it still feels like the first day we met, all over again. I'll show you that i would've done anything to show you that i genuinely cared, and you werent like the others. One day i'll bring back all the memories, we'll reminisce, and we'll laugh for hours. I'll make you realize that despite all of our difficulties, what we had was real. No matter how much we want to forget about the past and its bad memories. Those memories made us, and the people we've grown to become. One day."

"I never wanted anything real to begin with, because with real love comes real pain. I never really wanted to fall for you, but the most unexpected surprises become the ones we learn the most from. Thanks, alot."